Earlier this year, When Saturday Comes published
a piece
written by a fan who had changed allegiance from (probably) Manchester United
to another English club. The author raised several issues about whether he
could cheer players he didn't like, pay money to owners he didn't agree with,
or put up with supposed managerial mind games.
Club
sides are something that are usually either chosen or inherited, forced upon by
pushy parents, the subject of peer pressure, and perhaps a lottery based on
where you grow up. But are national sides any different? If players can change
their nationality for reasons of politics or convenience, surely a fan should
be able to?
The Finland players saluting the Finland fans
I was
born in, and grew up in, North London. My parents aren't English, and weren't
particularly into football so there was no prompt in the direction of their
respective nationalities. In the mid 1980s, when I first started watching
football, the only international football matches I remember on TV were World
Cups (1986) and the Euros (1988). I ended up supporting England because that
was the done thing. I got the 1988 home shirt, remember being taunted on family
holidays to where my parents hailed, and just got on with it.
But
the club I support (Arsenal) changed, not in a bad way, and the days of five or
six Gunners in the England squad dwindled into the later 1990s, where half of
our squad would end up playing for France or Holland. I found it increasingly
difficult to go to an England match (or watch on TV) and support Sheringham,
Neville, Shearer or Ince. Suddenly enjoying France winning the 1998 World Cup
didn't feel so dirty, or hoping a Bergkamp-inspired Holland would win Euro 2000
would be good for the club.
I
don't know if it's part of a general nationwide malaise with the whole England
side that led to a drift in support, but meeting and marrying a Finnish woman
would no doubt play some part - I'm slowly picking up the language, visiting
Finland fairly regularly, and started my very own Finnish football website.
Does that mean I support Finland?
You've got to hold and give...
Probably,
yes. Not even for the selfish reasons that Finland reaching a World Cup would
probably mean plenty of interest in me and the site… Perhaps it's the novelty
of supporting the underdog (in most games). I'm not sure how it'd work if the
Finland squad had players from Spurs, Manchester United or Liverpool, they may
do better after all, but I'd be back to one of the reasons I didn't enjoy
watching England. Fickle indeed.
At
the recent England v Finland U21 match, I was sat in the miniscule Finland
allocation, wearing a Finland jacket generously sent by the Finnish FA, with
Mrs ETS wearing a Finland jersey. Despite my obviously Celtic features and
London accent, I was called a "Finnish c**t" by some of Milton
Keynes' finest minds, but I felt more part of the singing Finns than the
grumbling yoof sat behind us.
Milton Keynes, from the Finland end
I
still want England to do well in competitive games, and I'll be wearing an old
England top in the summer, desperately angling a BBQ for an 11pm kick-off in
June. If any Arsenal players get picked, that's a bonus… My mate still sorts me
out for the occasional ticket for Wembley, and transport issues permitting, I'd
go along with him. I suppose I'm still English by birth, but like a work
colleague of Indian descent who said she'd support England in everything except
cricket, I'm in a delicate position. At least she admitted supporting India at
cricket because they're good at it.
In my
case there is a caveat - I've supported my club side through thick and thin,
travelled throughout Europe to see them play, spent thousands of pounds
watching, and brainwashed family members in the process. I've travelled from
South to North London to watch England, bought a couple of jerseys, and queued
to get in pubs.
But I
know full well that if myself and Mrs ETS ever have kids, they'll be
bi-lingual, as proficient with YLE's child output as CBeebies, and hopefully
preferring Dumle to Mars. If Finland get drawn with England in any qualifiers
soon, I'll be in the Finland end, with my white and blue Adidas trainers, Suomi
jacket, and perhaps a minor split loyalty.
Until Ashley Cole's name is read out...